CO129-425 - Governor Sir May - 1915 [10-12] — Page 687

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feeling of relief, of gladness, may be of happiness or blessednes8

rather, that now I had a Judge, to whom I could confess, never mind w.

with what result. I don't know now whether I will hand this confess-

ion to him, I really have not thought about that. I am writing

only for my own sake, to try to get rid of the burden no earthly

Judge can punish me, as my conscience does mno, that tortureë me now

since months.

For I have deceived and betrayed to steal! That is all. No

excuses now more for that, I hate all these excuses of a souple

reason that have made me a thief. Never before I have deceived

somebody; never before I took a cent, that was not mine.

proud of myself before, because I thought myself so strong in these

virtues.

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was no money enough. And I am sure they were sorry for it.

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about what I should do with one hundred thousands of Marks, which

I would have got out of them for a first instalment to buy arms.

I was unliable to be prosecuted. ahould never sign receipts for

any marked purpose. And how could they prosecute, telling the

They would not find any Judge for such a complaint,

when they did, there could not be any proof,

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Hy I was disappointed and going to give up the whole matter.

greed for money was still alive as before, but this deceiving was

It meant to invent one so difficult after all, even of this Boy. lie after another. At last every word was a lie. And this fear

not to oversee all of them; not to know any more what I had said

I had to show a hatred for England yesterday and the day before.